i'll never trust myself again

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Ugh. So depressing. I miss winter already. Where’s my rain? Where’s my fog? I miss layers and jackets and scarfs…and thick socks. Even though I’ve been keeping up with exorcize, I still feel bad about everything I eat. And I’m still chubby. I know I have to be patient and steady….but it’s so hard when I’m done with the running and the showering and I sit down and I still hate myself. You know what I mean. Don’t you?

Ugh. So depressing. I miss winter already. Where’s my rain? Where’s my fog? I miss layers and jackets and scarfs…and thick socks. Even though I’ve been keeping up with exorcize, I still feel bad about everything I eat. And I’m still chubby. I know I have to be patient and steady….but it’s so hard when I’m done with the running and the showering and I sit down and I still hate myself. You know what I mean. Don’t you?

My time was better today. It’s still fat-kid time, but it’s progress. I’m also still doing the 30 day challenges. I have to split the squats into 2 sessions or I can’t complete the 60. Feeling optimistic…

Saw this on my run today. It was stunning in person.

Saw this on my run today. It was stunning in person.

this is social anxiety summed up in two gifs

I just got out of my Mother’s Day thing. I’m so relieved.

(Source: ashleybreather, via domieow)